For me, I’m really conflicted because I have so many ideas for all of the prompts so choosing just one is hard. I have them sorta narrowed down to two: the first and the last prompts. I’m going to write introductions for both prompts and sees which one flows for me more. I’m worried I have too many ideas and won’t be able to get them all out onto paper without them sounding jumbled. I think once I get writing ill start to get where I can see where the ideas can go and which of them to use and which not to use.
Month: September 2016
Kernel Essay “Search Engine” and “What Ever Happened to Frank Snake Church” 9/7
In Sherman Alexie’s “Search Engine” and “What Ever Happened to Frank Snake Church” Alexie juxtaposes two people in order to teach one other lessons about themselves and their lives. However, each short story has very different ways of bringing these two people together and different lessons learned from one another about their identity and their family. “Search Engine” brings out what it means to be “Indian” and what it means to be family through Corliss and Harlan while “What Ever Happened to Frank Snake Church” brings out the what it means to accept yourself and to be okay with the events of life with the characters of Frank and Preacher. Though both stories use the same method of bringing two people together to teach one another a lesson about themselves, Alexie takes his readers on different paths to find their identity and how they view themselves. “Search Engine” is more on the deep and darker road to a self-realization that isn’t as bright and happy while “What Ever Happened to Frank Snake Church” is laced with humor and satire of the heavy to get to the finality of being okay.
Sherman Alexie’s “Search Engine” takes readers on through a blip in the life of Corliss who a female Spokane Indian who struggles with who she is, what she’s worth and really what she is doing with her life. She doesn’t know where she belongs and knows that “she wasn’t supposed to be in college and she wasn’t supposed to be as smart as she was” (Alexie 41) all the while not receiving the support she needed from her parents and her tribe. That questioning and persistent personality of hers leads her to Harlan Atwater’s books and evidentially to Harlan Atwater himself. He makes her question herself and how she sees her tribe and her family. He’s a “lost bird” (Alexie 48) but seems to fit in and know what being “Indian” is more than her who’s been a part of the tribe her whole life. She learns more about herself and that she searches for that acceptance she will never get but really she teaches Harlan more about himself than she learns from him. He realizes that the longing to be Indian and to expected lead him to feeling “fake” (Alexie 46) he was being and that the only people who ever made him feel like he was loved and that he belonged were his two white parents.
“What Ever Happened to Frank Snake Church” is a short story plagued by Frank’s need to “reconnect” with his dead parents. Frank Snake Church gave up “something valuable” to honor his mother after she died and brought it back from the dead when his father died. He played basketball in their memory and in vain to be with them again in some way. Through the story Frank deals with the challenges of losing and gaining people, weight and most importantly himself. He goes through stages of grief and mental trauma that eventually leads him to Preacher, a man who would impact his journey in self-realization the most. Preacher looks inside of Frank to show him how foolish he’s being in the way he’s trying to cope and honor his parents but then pretends to that he didn’t look inside and then reveals to Frank that he really isn’t a preacher and that fakeness makes Frank snap. (Alexie 229) Frank Snake Church plays his entire life with humor in order to cope and get to where he needed to be. No matter the situation he used quick humor and a sort of self-deprecation to mask how he was and how he was coping. Through it all he battled a mental illness that’s not named that really he plays less mind to but what it really takes for him to get to the point of self-acceptance is a physical injury while playing basketball. He wrecks his knee and the physical pain that comes with it brings him to accepting that he may never play basketball again and that with life there is always a change that has to come with time and this change would mean he would accept that he would be okay not only with his injury but with his life and himself as a whole.
Both short stories bring readers to the same conclusion of self-acceptance and identity. Through bringing other people into the protagonist’s lives to teach them a lesson, Alexie gives readers to the heart and soul of each character’s journey. He combats his dark and dim in “Search Engine” to “What Ever Happened to Frank Snake Church’s” wit and satire but brings both stories to hard leading end of being okay with their situations and the events that happened in their lives. Corliss and Frank lead very different lives but through the help of Harlan and Preacher learn that life happens how it happens and that being okay with it is the only way to move on okay with life.
Weekly Write 9/2
I think Ole Miss gets the rep of party because yes here people do like to party and we have all the resources to do it but I think Ole Miss is so much more than that. I was supposed to go to Duke University for diving. That didn’t happen because of injury and I had to restart everything when it came to college. So I started thinking of colleges and I mainly only focussed on colleges that had good sports and good marketing programs because I want to be a sports agent. But I had so many other things that came with choosing a university: good football (sports agent sorry about it), art history (my minor that I won’t give up even though everyone tells me too), beautiful campus, not too cold, good area, good people, sharks (shark conservationist #FLProbs). When I chose to go to Ole Miss the amount of backlash I got was horrible. I got told I would become dumber or redneck or a drunk and so many other horrible things. My teachers were bad, my friends were bad and some of my family were even bad. I felt horrible about all the backlash and everything but once I stepped back in rationalized everything I realized most of the hate and negativity sprouted out of ignorance. I realized that that ignorance came from the fact they have had this Ivy League crap shoved down their throat and Ivy League or Die just programed into their head so they have no idea any different. They have this stigma of anything other than what they know as bad and they fear anything that’s different and I think that’s a fault for them. I go to a school where I’m offered everything I could ever want or need where as they’re going to a school they don’t even like or their major isn’t even offered there but they’re just going there because of the Ivy League tag line. I’ve never been so happy or felt so academically free and I thank God all the time for leading me to Ole Miss because I see the unhappiness in my friends from home and think about my life and I couldn’t be more grateful.
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