I think since my roomate Nadia will not listen to my boy drama I will just share it here. First of all I have no desire to truly be in a relationship, one because there is no reason to be tied down right now. Most importantly the idea of a relationship is scary because boys or at least the ones I have dealt with are far from sane. Now getting into the drama can anyone imagine breaking up with someone and you think you are finally free from an unhealthy relationship. Then boom you find out they are now going to the same college as you. This was really a shock because you believed that they weren’t going to go to college and they decided to work for the family business. Of course I had a moment of riding on my high horse and thinking well maybe they came and followed me. I thought this until I see his other ex here who I use to be friends with that also said that they think he came here for them. Like is this the land of my ex and my ex’s ex’s. It was just baffling and of course I told myself I would not associate them and I was gonna focus on me. You already know this didn’t last. You would think after this boy has called me a dog that can’t be trained, a person who would ruin his reputation because of race and much more would be nothing to me. Well I thought so to but he has a way of convincing you he is going to be better and do better. Then next think you know he is back to his old bullying ways. While the isn’t the best circumstances I am hopeful I will work up the courage to walk away for the tenth time.
