What I am currently thinking about is the dinner I just had. It was spaghetti and I love spaghetti. I used to actually hate it and I do not know why. Anytime my father would cook it when I was little I would only eat the noodles and ask for no red sauce. Now, I could imagine eating spaghetti without the red sauce or the meatball. I especially love when it is served with toast. While driving back from dinner where I got my spaghetti, my father turned on the heated seat and I kept saying why is it so hot in here. It was not until I parked the car in the driveway that I had realized he had turned my heated seat on. Then he yelled at me for the way I parked in the driveway. Like it was just a little angle, but I thought everyone could still get out of the driveway. Apparently I was wrong and my dad made me backup and re-park. I hate when this happens it is just so annoying to me like ugh. Now, I am sitting here writing this free write for an assignment. I actually think this could be a good thing you know. To just type words out and your thoughts. I guess they do not always have to be a deep thought. I used to keep a notebook beside my bed almost like a dairy. I would write my deep feelings and thoughts in it. Honestly I do not know how much it helped, but it just felt good to put it on paper. I stopped doing that and I have not done it in a while and maybe I should start again. I was always scared that my mom or friends would read it and tell everyone or my mom would think I was just depressed all the time. Well I did put the date at the top so I guess she could not accuse me of being depressed all the time. Speaking of my mom, I really enjoyed the day I had with her today in Memphis. We went shopping and I got some new shoes that I love and am really excited about. I also had a doctors appointment which was not as fun as shopping of course. I love to shop. It does not matter if it is online or in person. I just love it. Only if I had the unlimited amount of money so I could feed my love for shopping even more.
