With the overwhelming events of last week and early on this week, my mind has been clouded. Missing four days of class in college I believe should be means for prescription drugs for stress. Missing Monday and Tuesday this week started me off behind and what’s worse is I can’t even catch up because I still can’t think clearly. Every time I try to study or focus on homework my mind drifts off to thinking about the hole in my family. That being said, I have spent 90% of my time this week in the study room in Burns. Jeremy, Fred, Peyton, and I basically moved into the study room this week, but I suppose it was worth it because I made a 100% on my math test. However, where I excelled in math, I lacked in writing. My paper is struggling and all I can do is just stare at it blankly. I know there is so much more I can do with it, but right now is base level which upsets me because the topic has the potential to be deeper. What can I say? I’m a mess.