Mistakes, I’ve Made a Few

It feels as if I have made more mistakes this semester than I have my entire life. It’s easy to see your mistakes in college, especially if they include not studying hard enough for a biology exam and then regretfully seeing your grade later. I have learned that I cannot put off studying especially for that bio class because it will drastically hurt my grades. One of the biggest mistakes that I have made so far would have to be taking Biology 160 instead of Biology 102. Although I am still suffering and struggling in that class, it has taught me that not everything in life is going to be easy and I need to learn how to adapt to difficult circumstances. I realize that I will continue to make mistakes in college, but isn’t that what college is about? We are supposed to spend these years learning from our mistakes so that we can learn about ourselves.

What’s All the Fuss About?

I think that the last two weeks here on campus have been filled with argument. It’s crazy for me to see our campus experience some of the same divisive times like previous Ole Miss students have had to go through in the past. The Confederate Flag is a major controversy that I don’t see dying down any time soon, especially if you take the past week into consideration. I am indifferent on the subject but I often have felt like I am the only one. On the news, in the DM, and all across social media sites, people are taking sides to the ongoing flag debacle. When these people take a side, they go full out toward it. I have yet to see someone on the news or in the paper try and discuss both sides of the debate; everyone is extremely one sided. Each side tries to persuade people to join them by either discussing the history of fallen soldiers or how truly awful their ancestors felt (pathos is key in their persuasions because that is the only way that they feel like they can gain members).

What I Love (& Hate) to Learn?

I love to learn many things. I have had an attraction toward anything dealing with politics since I participated in the Trent Lott program for high school students. I like to learn about the things that affect me in my everyday life. Before coming to college, I thought that I liked Biology but that theory has been proven dead wrong. One of my favorite classes is Psychology, and I think that is so because it focuses on what makes us who we are. Psychology also makes me feel like I am in a medical class which excites me because I am a pre-med student (for now). It is a little odd to have politics and medicine as my two favorite subjects to learn, but I guess that’s what makes me who I am.

Visual Analysis Unit Reflection

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When I was still in search for an Op-Doc to write about, I started watching “Gorillas in the Crossfire”. Most of the other documentaries that I had watched had left me disinterested after the first few minutes, but after seeing this scene in “Gorillas in the Crossfire” I knew that my search for an Op-Doc was over. This particular scene astounded me at the level of seriousness that it radiated. This was the first moment in the film where the audience could see the gorillas reacting to the horrific environment around them. As somber music played in the background, a mother gorilla and her baby embraced each other which stirred an array of emotions in myself. Another key element in the magnitude of this scene was the graphic text. It hurts me enough inside to see these animals living their lives in anguish, but to couple that with text describing their rapid rate of extinction was almost unbearable. I am an extremely big animal lover which was why I clicked on this documentary in the first place, but when I saw how awful the gorillas looked sitting in that forest, I understand not only the topic of my paper, but the way in which I would write it. By watching this particular scene, I knew that I wanted to write my analysis in a way that described how I felt at that moment; I wanted to write about the intense amounts of emotion that this documentary exuded.

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When I was in the early stages of writing, and I mean so early that the only thing on my paper was my name, I struggled with finding clear evidence to support my thesis about the use of pathos in the film. I knew by watching the film that the pathos was there, but I couldn’t figure out how to write about what I was watching in an in-depth way. The next day, after a long, unsuccessful night in the library, Mrs. Forgette gave me a very valuable piece of advice which was to watch the film without sound and then listen without watching. At first this seemed very strange. After she said it, I kind of dismissed the idea, thinking that in no way it could help me. As I sat hopelessly looking at my computer later that night, I thought “Why not?” and decided to try Mrs. Forgette’s idea. After watching and then listening to the video, I was completely shocked at how much information and I had written down in my notebook. I literally had five pages worth of notes full of vivid examples relating to the visual and audio elements of the film and could only muster up a tiny paragraph in the two days before. Every single example that I incorporated into my analysis came from that night of watching and listening to the film.

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My thesis discussed how the mountain gorillas of Congo were overshadowed during the war and that the filmmaker created the documentary to give a voice to the gorillas. It took me a while to find a photo that accurately depicted my thesis, but I don’t think that I could have found one better than this. This picture states that the gorillas are calling on us. They need us to be their voice and do everything in our power to protect them. Throughout the film, the filmmaker utilizes all aspects of the documentary in order to make the audience sympathize with the gorillas. His goal with doing this was to make us see how they lived their lives and realize how they need us to be their voice. This pictures is straight forward in telling the viewer what needs to be done.

#WatchReadRepeat

As this week progressed, I learned another valuable set of information about the writing process. While doing the literacy guide, I had to write multiple drafts in order to get my paper where I thought that it should be. I know that I am going to have to do the same drafting process with my visual analysis, but it will be slightly different. With this unit, we aren’t writing about an article or other text form, we are writing about a video. The hardest thing about this is that you have to watch the video over and over day after day until you feel confident that you have gotten all of the needed information out of it. My hashtag sums up this week in terms of the drafting process: watch the video, read over your notes and draft, and then repeat the process. After multiple times of completing this process of the weekend, I hope that my draft will be so much better than it currently is.

Analyzing the World Around Us

I think that people in general analyze more things than they think they do. I personally tend to analyze any new situations or environments that I am placed into so that I can learn about the things around me and become more comfortable. I feel like when you analyze something it allows you to see that thing from a deconstructed perspective which in turn lets you have a better understanding of the subject. It is part of our nature to analyze things, whether it be people, places, or things. The exercises that I have done so far in this unit have helped me break apart the different “Op-Docs” and see them from a view that I had not previously done before.