Daily Write 4/26/17

There I was, a senior in high school all high and mighty. I thought I had everything figured out, but little did I know. Honestly, scared out of my mind to step foot on campus. What would happen if I got lost? Who was going to help me? There I was scared yet cocky at the same time trying to push away my fears of not being in high school anymore. Fears of not being smart enough. Fears of not being good enough. Would I be forgotten? I was confused. Broken. I was so sure of my decisions, but what if I was wrong? In reality I just did not want to admit I was lost just like everyone else. What I would give to go back and tell myself that it was okay to feel this way. It was okay to not know what I was doing. That even though everything did not turn out as planned, it turned out okay. It gets better.